While I love sharing my inspirations, goals, dreams, and random musings with you lovelies. I don't usually write much about reallllly personal stuff about me. I feel like fitness and weight loss is going to be a common reoccurrence on my blog. Let me start by saying that I have always struggled with my weight, probably not as bad as I am now but it's always been a constant struggle. I have never been comfortable in my own skin, even though at times I act like I am. Don't get me wrong I am a confident young woman or rather I have learned to be confident, but I live in a world that sees my weight as a liability and quite honestly a "choice". I was never the popular girl in my class and other kids made fun of me. In high school it even went as far as a guy letting me believe my crush liked me, to get a kick out it and laugh at me. During P.E. I was always the slow girl and when I tried to be on a sports team my coaches never took a second look at me. I don't want you guys to feel sorry for me because this has made made me a stronger and better person, but I do however want you guys to know my story. While I don't think that I have helped my weight I also don't believe it's been a choice. I would never have chosen to be made fun of, to feel at times like I don't belong, and sometimes feel like just RUNNING away. So as I said I've struggled.... and up until now I have never tried(at least for very long) to change the struggle. Until a couple of months ago, my Fiance and I decided to embark on a journey to try to be healthier. Our grocery carts went from having cheetos, doritos, cokes, and candy to having vegetables, fruit, whole wheat, sugar-free puddings, and chicken( that wasn't breaded(mind blown). Believe me it was quite a change!! For the first time in a very long time I was actually motivated. So I want to share with you guys my daily/weekly struggles as I enter into this new chapter in my life where I lose weight, get fit, and live a healthier lifestyle. I know it will not be easy and at times I may even feel like quitting but I will make a promise to myself that I will not give up and give it my all.
XoXo,
Ana
